In my journal I would like to share some of the experiences of my journeys to other realms & the interactions that took place with beings that have altered my awareness & have shown me the 'Path of no return'.

Some of these experiences have had such an impact on me,that my life literally tipped upside down & I started to see with different eyes. I suppose from an early age I sought to find beauty in life and found comfort in nature & animals.They were to me more alive than the people around me. So throughout my childhood I rarely spoke as I prefered to communicate through art & feeling.It just seemed a more harmonious way of interacting.This lead to a very introverted childhood where I spent all my time drawing & creating in my bedroom.

Then I left home at the age of eighteen & life took on a whole new meaning. My creativity was pushed aside as I started to work fulltime & fend for myself.I certainly got caught up in the rat race, where I really did not make any progress & felt extremely dead inside. But every now & then I found some spare time in which I lost myself in creative bliss. How nourishing those moments were & how I longed for the next opportunity to create.

So to cut a long story short at the age of 27 I had a major melt down, fell into an exhausted heap & my world literally fell apart. But in this act of losing all, I found everything. This time of rest & solitude I actually had a chance of meeting myself for the first time, and a whole new world opened up before me. I started to lucid dream again. My childhood memories flooded back to me. I started to draw again. Then a golden being appeared one night. This shining one hovered above me until our energies acknowledged one another & the merger of our energies begun. To describe the feeling there really are no words.So I started to express those experiences through visual means. So here are some of my journeys that I would like to share that express 'the beauty of life'....